Your dearest wish will come true...

my orkukkee for the day this one. I hate such ones.I prefer the ones like I had a couple of days ago, on the lines of 'something bad bypasses you' ,'you will be successful', 'you will be wealthy in your old age' kinds...
Today's one makes me weak, gives me false hopes, puts me back to the state of mind that I keep trying to run away from everyday. Every time, the transition hurts and badly too.. When one fights one's battles ,the last thing one needs is an opponent who tries to ensnare into a 'chakravyuah' - the maze out of which you cannot escape. You would rather have a strong opponent who fights you, hurts you and kills you fighting you face-to-face.
Some battles go one forever, mine shall until I fall forever... till that time, my wishes need to be just encouraging enough for me to fight. The day I stop fighting, I shall wish 'Let my dearest wish come true' for then I can afford to become weak, to give up all and run away from this mad world, to a faraway place which has but NOTHING in it...

you don't wanna be me now....

P.S what i need is a dinner, a warm glass of milk, a dose of PGW :)