Nostalgia...

I grew up on music, am sure most of my blog-readers would know by now. Surprisingly for you, it wasn't Carnatic music! I grew up on old hindi film songs mostly,the others came only later.

My first memories of the golden-era of hindi films were on that LP gramaphone system my dad had. ( he still does but it doesn't work anymore :( ) Of the many things am grateful to dad for, this one is one the top :)

My growing-up days were fun-filled in a different sense. Lots of play,lots of fun,both in real sense. Come summer and I can still visualise my sis and I playing all day on the streets, then return forcibly in the evening to amma's calls only to wash up, eat and then listen to THE ALBERT HALL,London LP of Lata Mangeshkar's. This one was a big recording, two LPs with live talk of greats of Indian cinema interspersed with Lata's golden voice. Some memorable songs from that LP :-

1.Aaeyegaa Aaanewaala ( with that small 'Khaamosh hain zamaana' piece in the beginning - the ultimate I have heard so far..)
2.Aaja re paradesi ( my all-time fave)
3.Piya bina piya bina ( visualise a young Jaya Bhaduri surpassing tall and lanky Amitabh with her class!! )
4.Yeh Shaam ki Tanhayiaan (Lata's young voice is unparalleled here!)

so many more..

Then would follow the movie-specific LPs. My dad has around 100 LPs of old movies!! which he collected as a bachelor,when he started working,he tells me. I'm in awe of that period, of those days.. When life must have been simple,when people used to sit together and listen to music and feel the heart-beat of the movie made miles away in Mumbai..Guess Mumbai dreams were born that way to many people who later went on to make it big in Bollywood...

My stint with hindi film music increased by the passing of the day until it grew on us( my sis and me) and we started out on our own, ofcourse this time we had the luxury of a tape recorder and casettes.At one point, we had more casettes than books!!

Those days, when we had power-cuts, 'Antakshari' took upon us like a storm. We used to emit out all the songs we had learnt so far :) and play on for hours even after the lights came back. Duets,sad-songs,Lata,Asha,Kishore,Rafi,everything and everyone..

Teenage kicked in and the hormones went hither thither :) It is so funny to ever imagine I went through that phase.. Never fell in love then but as SP says, romance is a subject dear to all and teenage years give you the kick :) :) That's the time, when I fell in love with songs in raag 'Pahaadi'. It does something to me even today...amazing how they knew to compose a love/romantic duet in this raag and get the 'just right effect'..

Somewhere amidst all this,Carnatic music came into my life. Slowly the hindi songs started taking a back seat,not because I din't like them anymore but more because the newness and unique musical appeal of Carnatic, demanded my attention and took me away,I would say.

This is not a regret but there are moments when I long to hear those old numbers and go back in time when life was more colourful..I long to think of myself as Madhubala in Mahal,Waheeda Rehman in Guide,Jaya Bhaduri in Abhimaan,Nargis in Aah or Sadhna in Mera Saaya,a melodious number playing in the recesses of my soul, me lost in the beauty of Kashmir or the valleys of Himachal,snow-capped mountains and rivers,free in spirit,romantic at heart....

my feelings at the moment reflect this song from 'Noorie'(1979,YashRaj Films)

dard jagaaye meetha meetha, armaan jaage jaage..
pyaar ki pyaasee mein diwaani kuch na sochu aage...
aaja re.. aaja re O mere dilbar aaja
dil ki pyaas bhujaa jaare..
.....

[Dedicated to my dearest friend Sheeja who has kept the flame of 'old hindi music' alive in me :) SP dear, you were so wise when you said to me once,'Rex,Romance is a subject and it never dies thus...']